@AllyBrooke: Sassy Mila @camilacabello97
We will have a lot of fun, don’t worry (;
We are doing great, amazing actually. She’s the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and having her with me is the reassurance I needed to stop blindsiding myself with thoughts that things will constantly be bad. We’ll be together on Monday, actually.
Yes, I miss her but in the sense that she was one of the only people I had and now we hardly speak to one another. If you spent five months in a relationship with a person, would you miss them if it suddenly crumbled into nothingness beneath you? Indirects are given, short replies and unresolved anger but isn’t that what comes with ending any relationship? Sometimes you have to be selfish though, you have to think of your own happiness and I was done being depressed and hating myself and thinking everything was my fault. Both of us shared equalized parts in ending the relationship, and in the end it was the best decision for the both of us.
Of course I fucking care about her, and all of these bullshit accusations about me being a bad person for moving on and being happy when SHE broke up with ME is something I highly do not care for and certainly do not appreciate. The way my relationship with Giuliana ended is between her and myself, nobody else and I thoroughly wish for it to stay like that. Why would I not care about her? It’s particularly impossible to stop after spending so much time getting to know a person. Yes, I’m not in love with her and yes, I’ve moved and but that doesn’t mean I no longer give a damn about her health or happiness because I fucking do, a lot.
A tongue has no bones but it can break a heart.
Ed Sheeran (via faireyre)